Dream

I was living for a dream

a dream that can't come true

you were right beside me

the moments were too few

i watched as you walked away

an empty space has grown

in the place where you stood

now i walk alone

the miles stretch between us

to reach you is only a fantasy

as i close my eyes and dream

only a dream of you and me

~Geneva 2006

Lost Love

It hurts to see you 

pass me by

your love for me

was just a lie

it's over for us

it was your choice

goodbye was the last thing 

i heard from your voice

it's been awhile

since i saw your face

without you i feel 

so out of place

i love you babe 

with all of my heart

lets try again 

with a new start

lets make it last 

forever and ever

a life without you

will be never

but thats only my dream

that wont come true

my life will be forever 

alone without you

Geneva, 2005

I Send To You...

I send my love

as much as i can

to let you know

i'll proudly stand

with pride in my smile

and joy in my heart

to actually know

you gave me my start

at times it's hard

to let you know

how much you mean

is hard to show

but all around you

below and above

i send you the most

all of my love

Prince Charming

I know someday
i will find you
my dear prince charming
you will please me in every way
and hold me
never letting me part
because you will love me
and love me with all your heart
you will protect me from the world
all the hurt and pain
and we will live together
no regrets no shame
happily ever after...
or so i will think
until you cheat and lie 
and show me you are deceiving
you will leave me in
tears and sorrows
no longer believing in tomorrow
you will fool me from the start
for you my dear prince charming
i wait patiently for you
to break my heart!

Geneva, 2006

Lovers & Friends

I knew someday it would have to end,

I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you a friend.

Its killing me that now that day has come,

If its for the best then where is this pain from.

I know deep inside that this is what i had to do,

but its breaking my heart to have to walk away from you.

I'm trying my best to appear strong,

but its hard when part of me says that in your arms is where i belong.

I still love you with all my heart,

thats not gonna change even though we are apart.

there are so many of our special times I'm gonna miss,

it truly was a bliss.

all the words i said or wrote still hold true,

but for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you.

i think you need me as a friend to help you get through,

because there are thing you and i cant control that are hurting you.

maybe we will be together if its meant to be,

but for now please don't stop loving me.

even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here,

with a shoulder to cry on and a sympathetic ear.

the story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye,

but our story of love wont be over till the day we die.


Geneva, 2007

Poem ~Hurt~

Why do you hurt me every day
physically and mentally
you hurt me in every way
I'm gonna leave you eventually
i keep on saying
but i love you my boo 
with all my heart 
dont you love me too
you tear me apart 
with all your deceit and lies
every night all you hear 
are my cries
why do you make me hurt 
i dont like it at all
but when you say i love you baby
i yet again fall
my heart is torn 
love is all i want
I'm sick of this mourn
and all you do is front
i hate to be hurt
but yet i still wear
your ring,boxers and stupid shirt
why do i still care
after all, all you do is hurt me!!



Geneva 2005

* This is an old poem of mine I found. I wrote it when I was 15